Dublin Sleeps Alone Tonight

2007-12-28T20:09:00.000-08:00

And I now present to you, the reader (which is...myself and vic), the pluses and minuses of my life at the moment:+I'm living the american dream of not doing a goddamn thing.+I have my own place with my friends, and can see my family when I see fit.+No job, no school, no obligations.+Surrounded by friends that care about me.-I'm going insane with boredom-I think I miss my ex a lot and want her

2007-12-24T20:33:00.000-08:00

So this sucks.I'm still not over Beca, not like there was anything to be over. Mutually anyway. She's the Pam to my Jim in essence in my head (ala The Office.) Friends, hang out, talk, call/text each other, really attracted (at least I am), but won't make a move.I really need to get all this shit off my head and resolved. And all this drinking isn't helping. Why the FUCK have I had so many

2007-12-14T15:00:00.001-08:00

Yeah so uh, pretty much scratch that entire post below. I don't even feel like explaining or talking about it at all. Just didn't work out I guess.Back to square one.

2007-12-08T16:55:00.000-08:00

Well. I'm back. When Victor mentioned this little throwback I thought it was a good idea. So here I am, not knowing where to start. Catching up on the past will take too long, and the way I figure it, when its important and relevant it will surface itself.So theres been a new object of my affection lately. Man, object is a terrible word to use there. Good thing she won't read this and see me

2007-12-08T00:27:00.000-08:00

Full Tilt Poker Game #4430844196: Table Taurus (6 max) - $0.50/$1 - No Limit Hold'em - 3:24:03 ET - 2007/12/08Seat 1: GreenCPA ($72)Seat 2: skidudejay ($126)Seat 3: viccyran ($126.50)Seat 4: tice03 ($103.65)Seat 5: Mache112 ($118.55)Seat 6: High On LFE ($85.40)viccyran posts the small blind of $0.50tice03 posts the big blind of $1The button is in seat #2*** HOLE CARDS ***Dealt to viccyran [6c 6h]

2007-12-07T03:11:00.000-08:00

Full Tilt Poker Game #4420576554: Table Exeter (6 max) - $0.25/$0.50 - No Limit Hold'em - 6:12:24 ET - 2007/12/07Seat 1: viccyran ($64.20)Seat 2: meetaeater ($89.65)Seat 3: juano3132 ($43.20)Seat 4: vMario ($57.45)Seat 5: Edmuntus ($49.25)Seat 6: WendyDD ($30.70)vMario posts the small blind of $0.25Edmuntus posts the big blind of $0.50The button is in seat #3*** HOLE CARDS ***Dealt to viccyran [

2007-12-01T04:39:00.000-08:00

I withdrew today. It felt refreshing. From here on out it's a grab bag. What I do know is that I'm going to have about 2 months off to do... something. Maybe I should go somewhere for a while.Man, the concert was great.To be honest? I've never been to a concert. I think all those older people telling me that I'll go deaf if I went to a single one discouraged me. I want to go to an Atmosphere one.

2007-11-30T04:41:00.000-08:00

Well, I thought I could get away with one post, but after reading about the first three months of posting, I must say I am awfully inspired to write some more. It's as if looking back at much more innocent times made me smile.Alan's writing style has been solid for a long time. Looking back, his ideals haven't moved at all and his stylistic approach is impeccable. I'm probably going to ask him to

2007-11-28T06:33:00.000-08:00

I'm not sure about how long this new fangled obsession with blogging will remain, but I really want to write something long. Sitting here reading all these blogs from a while ago, I can almost taste what it felt like to be me four years ago. Since then it's been one long blur. I honestly cannot remember any real specific information and it scares me.Actually honestly, I remember a lot of things.

2005-05-30T19:48:00.000-07:00

Wow, reviving old blogs. Feels great, doesn't it?I've never had someone just completely apologize to me. I've come to that realization after what happened this past weekend. I came back from Memorial Day weekend camping to find a mess waiting to unfold into my lap. And I know it is my fault, and I apologized completely, leaving nothing unturned. I don't think that has ever happened before, I've

2004-05-22T23:59:00.000-07:00

You know, it's been a really long time since I've blogged here. Slowly, it shifted from what I needed to a thing of the past. Sad really. My life recently has been a revelation in how fast-paced suburban life is, and how quickly my friends switch. I really do cycle between friends, and though I never notice it at the time it slowly creeps on me, and as soon as it hits, a rush of nostalgia

2004-05-19T20:23:00.000-07:00

Best song I have ever heard. Mad World by Gary Jules All around me are familiar faces Worn out places – worn out faces Bright and early for their daily races Going nowhere – going nowhere Their tears are filling up their glasses No expression – no expression Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow No tomorrow – no tomorrow And I find it kinda funny, I find it kinda sad The dreams in

2004-05-19T18:58:00.000-07:00

Florida was...draining. But for the most part fun.

2004-05-02T17:52:00.000-07:00

Prom was fun.

2004-04-25T21:39:00.000-07:00

This is the best thing I've ever read. This is the epitome of symbolism: "I'm going to hell! I'm sorry but I have to say hell's underrated. My bags are packed, my resevations are made, but my flight's on hold due to weather... I hate being stuck at the airport with over priced food, novelty goods, and so many weird and irritating people. :-/ Only thing bad about hell is that it sounds hot from

2004-04-21T21:08:00.000-07:00

I won't say any names. It should be plenty obvious who I'm talking about. Of course being christian makes them a shitload better than me. I'm a horrible person and I'm going to hell. Don't let me drag you down. And don't deny its not true. EVERYONE sees it. I'm not saying all christian people, so whoever says I am, fuck off. I'm talking about a few very specific people. Ever since I stopped going

2004-04-04T13:56:00.000-07:00

I have only one thing to say. Ayo for yayo.

2004-04-01T07:21:00.000-08:00

People seriously need to stop crying for attention and compasion in their journals. That shit like "I'm so sad I don't think anyone reads this anymore", which is a blatant cry for attention and comments. And crying and whining about problems you aren't willing to even TRY to fix, or let other people help you, and be completely unreasonable about it. Well, I'll save THAT one for another time.

2004-03-23T23:38:00.000-08:00

I'm kind of spent, but I figure I should post my belated topic on god.Yeah, you heard me, G-O-D. The 'forsaken' topic.After going to this babysitting fundrasier at theresa's church, it had me going about religion for a while in my head. I'll tell you this now, I for one am a buddist in a sense that involves thought. I don't fully believe in buddism, but I follow some ideologies. Like the thought

2004-03-15T09:22:00.000-08:00

Food poisoning sucks. I'm not eating at Wendy's for a long time.

2004-03-05T11:59:00.000-08:00

I’ve decided that I don’t know what happiness is. It’s really hard to explain but within this limited amount of time, I choose not to explain it. All I know is that I’m going to have a fun weekend, I don’t give a damn how it’s done, someone ENTERTAIN me this weekend. I’m never content. She’s such a good person, but why do I still feel this strange resonence like she isn’t for me? Is she too

2004-03-04T20:31:00.000-08:00

[music: Chingy - one call away][intro]Yeah. It's been a while. Partly due to my wbloggar program not working, and partly due to laziness.But a quick 30 seconds fixed that, and here I am.DSAT came from Alan and I being so goddamn frustrated with life, and the mysterious way it fucking works, so we compiled something questioned life, emotion, and humanity itself. There was a period of time where I

2004-02-25T21:52:00.000-08:00

In dedication to all the asshats in my history class that feel the need to contribute their mindless dribble...

2004-02-22T22:08:00.000-08:00

Haven't written in a long time. This journal is getting slow and boring. Maybe we'll just have to add more of the crew to the staff here at wonderful dublinsleepsalonetonight. Anyway. Being home sick is really mundane. It consists of sleeping, sitting on IRC, some CS, and more sleep. And taking 6-8 pills. One thing it has done that has been beneficial is given me time to reflect. And be a

2004-02-18T20:48:00.000-08:00

[Current life theme music:] Fuck you (An Ode to No One) by Smashing Pumpkins Sick of naive people. Sick of being sick. You know what I'm not sick of? Cake. The band or the dessert. Your choice. They are both masters of their respective fields.

2004-02-15T20:44:00.000-08:00

PrimeTime2656: cani get a sound card off kazza xc a r b 0 n2k2x: no it's hardware xc a r b 0 n2k2x: you don't download it

2004-02-11T20:49:00.000-08:00

All I have to say is wow. Tonight was that presentation of the AP and honors classes thing. Now, it was boring as hell and had no chairs, but thats not what bothered me. When they got to the description of the AP english class for seniors, there was a part of the summer homework that struck me as sort of odd. Mainly morally wrong. One part of the assignment was to read 5 books of the bible. And

2004-02-07T03:19:00.000-08:00

2004-01-27T23:50:00.000-08:00

I can't blog tonight.I have a lot of feelings, and less words to describe them.Love is a very strong word. I love her. Is that ok?<3

2004-01-21T21:41:00.000-08:00

http://www.iidb.org/vbb/showthread.php?s=0ef0c7c48a68aac5d3eec243623814b7&threadid=46223&perpage=25&pagenumber=1 Best. Post. Ever. Everyone better go read that shit now. By far one of the funniest things I've seen online in a long time.

2004-01-17T17:50:00.000-08:00

.:Now It's Gone by Sick of it All:. Where'd go, how'd pass, when did we lose it That was us, yesterday, runnin' 'round care free Never thought it would end, never thought about time Now we stand, stand alone, not by choise, by fate In my mind I can see visions of what used to be All the fun, the suffering, was it just for memories As I reach out for my past, it disappears The pain will

2004-01-13T00:06:00.000-08:00

I started another blog. It's not really a personal blog, but most of the boring shit that I want to blog that doesn't belong here will go there.-oyasumi(sorry to bump alan's post)

2004-01-12T22:02:00.000-08:00

Some guy at my friend's church told her that she shouldn't be friends with me because I'm atheist. How wonderful. And apparently some other people there say they don't like me, only from hearing about my beliefs. I love it. (NOTE: Not making a generalization about poeple, so shut the fuck up before you even begin with that shit). Just made me laugh. So the other day, I'm sitting in history class

2004-01-10T21:51:00.000-08:00

[Song: Ajimu - Orange]..Yeah. I haven't blogged in a while. It's been a rather stable week until the end of it..I got into a huge fight with my dad.. I don't think I'll be living with my dad for much longer; wherever I end up, s'all good as long as it's not:1.) here2.) has a cable connection.I want to live with chris.. that seems really interesting, but I'm going to have to talk to my mom about

2004-01-07T20:56:00.000-08:00

Err... Need to stop a friend from getting hurt but don't know how. (Don't assume, you don't know what I'm talking about)

2004-01-04T15:41:00.000-08:00

What is your emo band name? by spiralinghaloYour band name is:Giving Back MondayYou sound like:Armor for SleepYou will be signed to:Island RecordsYour emo lyrics are:"With each word you speak, you cut me in half"Name:Created with quill18's MemeGen!

2004-01-02T20:56:00.000-08:00

What is your emo band name? by spiralinghaloYour band name is:A Tree, A TearYou sound like:Fall Out BoyYou will be signed to:Jive RecordsYour emo lyrics are:"I miss the way you used to know who I was"Name:Created with quill18's MemeGen! Don't even get me started.

2004-01-02T02:44:00.000-08:00

Staring at the screen name "AZnBoiFoRLyFexx" has got me wondering.. When will a person born of asian ethnicity not be asian? ... -___________-

2004-01-02T02:38:00.000-08:00

[music: Dj Mystik - Milky Way (Trashy trance music)] Yeah, the last 3 post were rather random, but necessary. I don't even know, but here I am to blog a rather lengthy post compared to the last. Be notified that I'm just doing this to kill time to get back into CS; as my bittorrent is choking up CS so much its become rather impossible to play. Anyway, new years. I had a rather mundane new

2004-01-01T18:18:00.000-08:00

I think its well past due that everyone shuts their mouths and opens their eyes. I am so fucking tired of people who have no real problems bitching and whining. Daddy won't give you a couple hundred dollars this week to buy new clothes? How fucking tragic. You must hate the bastard. I'm sure your half-million dollar house and luxury cars must be heart breaking to live with. You poor soul. I

2004-01-01T01:16:00.000-08:00

waterlilly717: so got any resolutions? xc a r b 0 n2k2x: uhh xc a r b 0 n2k2x: not screw up relaitonships up with people by being overly introverted happy new years. :D

2003-12-30T20:18:00.000-08:00

eh?

2003-12-30T02:25:00.000-08:00

"You think that there is one right person for everyone in the world?""I think that attraction is often mistaken for rightness."-oyasumi.

2003-12-28T00:47:00.000-08:00

[00:45:52] xc a r b 0 n2k2x: tiredsux[00:45:53] xc a r b 0 n2k2x: wait, >_<[00:45:54] xc a r b 0 n2k2x: tireddszz[00:45:56] xc a r b 0 n2k2x: im going to bed[00:45:57] xc a r b 0 n2k2x: or something[00:45:58] xc a r b 0 n2k2x: lateronly a few people understand why i find this humorous.

2003-12-26T01:13:00.000-08:00

[Music: Michelle Branch - Breathe (What an inappropriate song for this.. and I'm such a woman =X]But yeah. There hasn't been a 'real' post from me in quite a while, so I figured this would be a good time to write one while noone is really online, so I have no distractions.So yes. Christmas. Everyone was bringing out their shiny new toys and such, and I came out with.. eh.I spent christmas eve

2003-12-24T12:47:00.000-08:00

I watched Better Luck Tomorrow 3 times in the past 3 days. Those guys have the right idea. They used what they had to their advantage. They had nothing to lose. Neither do I. I'm doing it. WE'RE doing it. Whos with me.

2003-12-24T12:17:00.000-08:00

Victor is one of the happiest people in the world. And no, Ignorance is not bliss today. Let's try to not ruin it. [edit] it's really funny how a great day can turn into a bad one just by checking your buddy list for about 2 minutes.. But it's still a decent day. :D

2003-12-21T23:53:00.000-08:00

Victor worries too much.Let's see how it goes.boo yah.

2003-12-21T21:41:00.000-08:00

I stayed up until 5 am watching dvds. Because I couldn't sleep. And I watched American Beauty. Its one of my favorite movies. Its so good. One of the best compliments I've ever gotten was someone telling me that I reminded them of the character Ricky. I was going somewhere with this, but I forgot and I don't feel like being all emo shit.

2003-12-20T23:23:00.000-08:00

[the postal service - district sleeps alone tonight]Tonight was a happy night.Yet, I feel so.. empty. It's a rather strange feeling I might admit. This morning I woke up and hauled my ass down to Milpitas to do things, and I had some fun, and I got back here at around 1. Alan came over at 3, and we watched the unedited version of Spun; which was a very good movie. After he leaves, I'm just kind

2003-12-18T23:33:00.000-08:00

It took me 45 minutes to wrap a present.Efficency? I think not.

2003-12-17T22:07:00.000-08:00

[music: The postal service (TPS'ing it just makes it sound horrible) - there's never enough timeHah, It's been a while.The universe has turned upside down; as Alan is blogging more then I on this thing. What is it again? I don't even know, we had our angry times, and now we have our living our lives one day at a time thing.What's next? Who knows, this has lasted longer then the other.. temporary

2003-12-11T21:16:00.000-08:00

Blah. This week needs to end. Too stressful. Time to rant on about nothing that anyone cares about. If theres one thing I've learned lately its that judging people without knowing them is usually true. I'm not going to lie and try to seem all inspirational and shit. Its true. Most people are exactly as they seem on the outside. And then there are the few people who break that trend. I stress the

2003-12-07T15:05:00.000-08:00

One of my favorite qutoes: (From the movie High Fidelity) "What came first, the music or the misery? People worry about kids playing with guns, or watching violent videos, that some sort of culture of violence will take them over. Nobody worries about kids listening to thousands, literally thousands of songs about heartbreak, rejection, pain, misery and loss. Did I listen to pop music because I

2003-12-06T23:34:00.000-08:00

[music: changing my lfie - eternal snow] starting entries is generally the hardest thing to do. I don't really understand it myself, but 1/2 the time I feel like i'm going to write something, I quit right before I start. Maybe gettting those first words to start you off is the problem. Anyway, i'm off topic. I'm talking to Stacy currently. It's helping me get out all these pent-up emotions.

2003-12-01T15:44:00.000-08:00

{Current Music: GWAR - Anti-Anti Christ} Ok. I hate attention whores. They all need to seriously stop. Maybe theres a reason you don't normally get attention. And is the attention you get by being a stupid little mother fucker the attention you want? God. Die. Thanks. I'll bitch and whine more later. {Ending Music: GWAR - Vlad the Impaler}

2003-11-29T00:27:00.000-08:00

Last night had fun with Chris and Craig. Tonight had a great time with Adri. Now I'm really tired but for some reason can't sleep. Lately I've been faced with weird shit. Just random things that I didn't expect. What exactly? Don't worry about it. I see the world as having two types of people, nearsighted and farsighted. And I'm not talking about vision. Some people see and live for the moment,

2003-11-27T18:50:00.000-08:00

Thanksgiving is to Victoras in turkey with your loved ones is to being by yourself with a can of clam chowder.Get my drift?More later.

2003-11-27T00:06:00.000-08:00

I had the most intersting conversation with Golda today.I want to be friends with her.The rest of you suck. That is all.

2003-11-26T18:20:00.000-08:00

I haven't posted on this, or anything, for a long time. Probably because I was home sick for a week, and nothing happens, therefore nothing to write. But being at home all week gives plenty of time to think. And realize how much better old music is than the crap today. I don't know what to write about. Someone post comments on this post with things to write about. What do YOU want to read.

2003-11-24T01:02:00.000-08:00

[music: outkast - ms. jackson]this doesn't describe me exactly, but i love how it does in general.that's all.sleep tight-depressed-oyasumi

2003-11-23T23:24:00.000-08:00

[music: sixpence none the richer - don't dream it's over]Another blog.Hah, Alan's been sick for a week, so he hasn't been blogging. It's starting to become my blog, and that's no fun, so I'm hoping Alan starts again starting tomorrow.My weekend was normal, a lot of hanging out with chris, some CS, and just general chilling. It was good for me, I needed some relaxation time.Anyway, after this will

2003-11-19T23:27:00.000-08:00

[music: TLC - unpretty]Hah. Funny how nostalgia kicks up on your amazingly randomly, this is such a good song.Even though I'm not a superficial guy, and this is really directed at anyone, it's just a good song to listen to.Anyway.. I promised a blog a few nights ago, and I never really got to it, so here goes.One week, two interesting conversations so far. It's amazing how talking to a person you

2003-11-18T00:40:00.000-08:00

Remind me to blog tomorrow.It was an eventful night.

2003-11-15T13:10:00.000-08:00

Gah. Er, I'm somewhat stuck in Milpitas right now, but i'll be going soon. Alan's coming over to pick me up, and we're going to do some random stuff tonight. Last night was crazy, Alan's nuts. :D A shorter blog. -oyasumi

2003-11-13T17:44:00.000-08:00

So things have been kinda busy lately. Nothing too exciting. Just hanging around mostly. Bleh. Maybe I'll write more if I think of anything to say.

2003-11-12T23:37:00.000-08:00

[music: scott brown - elysium]ah, it's somewhat late. I'm getting tired, but what difference does it make if I don't let you know about it.Anyway, my depressing subject tonight will be 'knowing you're not the one..'I've been watching a lot of hero + heroine crap, and it's left me with a bitter taste in my mouth and an awful amount of depressing thoughts. The realization that sometimes you just

2003-11-11T22:28:00.000-08:00

[22:02:16] viccy type R: my subject for tonight[22:02:22] viccy type R: perky journals, fuck em.Here we go, 5-4-3-2-3-2-1.[intro velfarre 2k music] tokkkyo.Anyway. Apparently my mind has been made up to write about perky journals. Or so I think. If you've had any past experiences with my typings, they're generally drifty, and horribly written, but whatever. You're back so I'm assuming you

2003-11-10T23:27:00.000-08:00

So this weekend has been decent. I can't remember what I did on each day, so I'll just sum it up. Hung out with Vic and Chris one night, that was pretty fun. We didn't really do anything but sit around and talk and stuff, but that was pretty cool. Talked about crap we don't usually talk about. Did a lot of Initial D this weekend too, kinda starting to get burnt out on it. Maybe I should just

2003-11-10T23:08:00.000-08:00

[music: save ferris - your friend]I don't feel like blogging.But I will anyway. I'm talking to Golda right now, and I don't really feel like cutting her off with a fat 'brb' to go watch some videos, so I'll just blog while I'm at it.So, continuing my blog, today I woke up and got a cell message to get my ass to MGL, so I could pass off some tokens to kris and dom. So I go, and I find out that

2003-11-09T14:20:00.000-08:00

I'll try to blog as fast as possible. Right now, I'm at a friends house somewhere in Milpitas. My parents send me off like an envoy, to keep their relations with other parents good. I'm their vessal. How pathetic. But really, that's not what I'm here to blog about. Before my mother picks me up and I'm shipped to 56k land, I wanted to get this blog out. Heh, this is starting to become a habit.

2003-11-08T23:11:00.000-08:00

I don't wanna have to be your friendI'm so tired of tryin' to be your friendI don't wanna have to be your friend, no anymoreWhen it really doesn't matter what I sayCuz' you're never gonna listen to me anywaysWell, I don't wanna have to be your friend, no anymoreIt seems you've fallen once againLike you've done a thousand times beforeAnd now you need a certain friend, someone you can count onBut I

2003-11-06T21:44:00.000-08:00

[listen: the postal service - the district sleeps alone tonight]Hah. What pure irony. My life has been full of it for about several years now, but I'm not going to go into detail about that.I've deticated myself to sit down here and type up around 30 minutes of straight blog. I don't really understand why I'd do that, but I just wanted to.So here we go (9:17).My subject for the night was

2003-11-06T20:57:00.000-08:00

[20:39:10] viccy type R: i just realized [20:39:17] viccy type R: how sterotypical our lives are [20:39:18] viccy type R: haha [20:39:22] viccy type R: like a teen drama [20:39:31] alan-style: yep [20:39:31] viccy type R: there are the church people who are deticated to that [20:39:34] viccy type R: the sportys [20:39:35] viccy type R: and us [20:39:36] alan-style: blog about

2003-11-05T21:41:00.000-08:00

It was just a good day.

2003-11-03T23:37:00.000-08:00

Generally, I feel better writing whenever I have no distractions, but I've never seen Anti-trust before and it looks interesting so this will be somewhat different.I woke up today not wanting to go to school. Not like always, but this strange feeling that I never wanted to wake up.Must be the MSG.So I go to school, finish all my homework there magically. It was a generally uneventful day, and I

2003-11-03T21:40:00.000-08:00

[music: Lynyrd Skynyrd - Freebird] Bad weather puts me in such a good mood. I don't know why. Something about the rain and cold crisp weather just makes me happy. Go figure. So today I was in a really good mood. Well, after lunch anyway. I don't know why I was in a crappy mood before then. But yeah, school was bland as usual. Then after school me, Vic, and Chris went and looked for the fan we

2003-11-03T17:35:00.000-08:00

You fear none but the infamous Fujiwara Tofu HachiRoku. Which Initial D Character Are You? brought to you by Quizilla Pro. Actual entry later tonight.

2003-11-03T00:58:00.000-08:00

Not that you care, but... you're Takumi. Which Initial D Character Are You? brought to you by Quizillawin.

2003-11-03T00:34:00.000-08:00

[music: baby bash feat. frankie j - sugar sugar]Heh. Time to break the ice on this new blog.This apparently is Alan and I's attempt at a public blog.We've decided that we don't give a damn anymore about what any of you think, and this blog is for winners, weither you like it or not.With that off my mind, here goes.Wow this song is good. I don't even know, it's a 'g' song, but I'm addicted to the

2003-11-02T21:56:00.000-08:00

check 1 2. AHHH VIET.