5.22.2004
You know, it's been a really long time since I've blogged here. Slowly, it shifted from what I needed to a thing of the past. Sad really. My life recently has been a revelation in how fast-paced suburban life is, and how quickly my friends switch. I really do cycle between friends, and though I never notice it at the time it slowly creeps on me, and as soon as it hits, a rush of nostalgia accompianied with some sadness hits, and I get down in the pits.
Sad really, but I guess that's how my life works. Recently, I've noticed I've grown from the extremely cynical, to the rather cynical, somewhat optimistic, mostly mellow person. I don't know, a lot of things went from bothering me to just me not caring. I've come to understand a whole lot more, not much more of myself, as I'm still really confused, but a lot more about people around me. It's kind of sad to say that I've lost contact with a lot of people over the past few months, and though I try hard to establish some sort of connection it seems like a lot has been lost between us.
Somewhat like the relationship between this blog and I :P. Maybe in a few weeks, I'll see the point of posting again, as I'm really drained from a shitty day, and all I want to do is relax tomorrow.
Sad really, but I guess that's how my life works. Recently, I've noticed I've grown from the extremely cynical, to the rather cynical, somewhat optimistic, mostly mellow person. I don't know, a lot of things went from bothering me to just me not caring. I've come to understand a whole lot more, not much more of myself, as I'm still really confused, but a lot more about people around me. It's kind of sad to say that I've lost contact with a lot of people over the past few months, and though I try hard to establish some sort of connection it seems like a lot has been lost between us.
Somewhat like the relationship between this blog and I :P. Maybe in a few weeks, I'll see the point of posting again, as I'm really drained from a shitty day, and all I want to do is relax tomorrow.
