5.30.2005
Wow, reviving old blogs. Feels great, doesn't it?
I've never had someone just completely apologize to me. I've come to that realization after what happened this past weekend. I came back from Memorial Day weekend camping to find a mess waiting to unfold into my lap. And I know it is my fault, and I apologized completely, leaving nothing unturned. I don't think that has ever happened before, I've always retained some sentiment, some sort of small feeling that I was right.
But I was completely wrong. And I apologized for that. I don't think anyone's ever done that to/for me; maybe I've never deserved it.
I don't think I've ever lacked sincerity for how I felt, however. When something is important to me, I don't ever say something I do not mean. Some of what I say is extremely wrong, but I'm a teenager, and I'm constantly changing. I've read things I've written maybe 3 months ago, and I feel completely seperated from that person.
Maybe people confuse my sincerity with hypocrisy. And that's how the tables turn. Wow it's extremely ironic that I use that word.
I've never had someone just completely apologize to me. I've come to that realization after what happened this past weekend. I came back from Memorial Day weekend camping to find a mess waiting to unfold into my lap. And I know it is my fault, and I apologized completely, leaving nothing unturned. I don't think that has ever happened before, I've always retained some sentiment, some sort of small feeling that I was right.
But I was completely wrong. And I apologized for that. I don't think anyone's ever done that to/for me; maybe I've never deserved it.
I don't think I've ever lacked sincerity for how I felt, however. When something is important to me, I don't ever say something I do not mean. Some of what I say is extremely wrong, but I'm a teenager, and I'm constantly changing. I've read things I've written maybe 3 months ago, and I feel completely seperated from that person.
Maybe people confuse my sincerity with hypocrisy. And that's how the tables turn. Wow it's extremely ironic that I use that word.
